life has becoming soo shit.
just so happens,How do U feel if he/she is really expecting to have a long conversations at night and yet in return,U are tired and sleepy and doesnt want to talk to someone for that night anymore. tho now are hi-tech generation,U still can inform him/her in advance by using sms or call as to inform that U are too tired to talk instead of getting someone a cold shoulder off. U should be glad that he/she is not giving U so much problems when U have a lot of commitments to be done this yr.Sheesh.please just give him/her sometime to be with U and have a talk together till early morning.Didn't U realise that he/she is actually missing U deeply without a single word being heard to U??Are U blind or U pretend that nothing has actually happen? Wake up to this reality and escape frm Ur dream please. It won't do U any good no more..And now,he/she is feeling too tired of waiting for U,he/she must be wondering how U will react someday..watevr it is,he/she is hoping alot that U will change.Change into the old U again. tho he/she knows that everyone including U will change someday.But he/she doesn't want U to change so.and when U are in tears,that someone cares for U deeply and make sure that U will be okay after that someone comforts U down.
Ever U think whether that someone is really hurt by what U do sometimes but that someone doesn't wants U to know that someone is actually hurt deeply by U?? remember not to just think abt Urself always.Tho that someone is not actually demand on U to give that someone more attentions. as that someone is not an attention seeker as what U had labelled that someone before! Just think before U speak kay? like U always says lke that to someone before. U are not trying hard enough..For now,that someone just wish that U don't enter her/his life anymore.Tho that someone really need U sometimes.sigh.and don't U feel or realise that she/he is making a big effort/sacrifices to make the bond as a friend strong? that someone isn't expect anything in return frm U okayy.So don't be friend with the someone just for the sake of balas jasa baik of that person!! be friend with that someone because of U want it and not due to forcing it. Sheesh..Don't make the someone feel sympathy for U and befriend with U for the sake of sympathy..because the someone will feel that U are trying to use her/him only whenever U are feeling down or sad! U are realy making the person feels pathetic sometimes..sheesh!
glad that this isn't anyone's case..im jsut imagine if it will realy happen to me someday..
