I don't really know why I am feeling so irritated with ppl ard me lately. Siriosly!! My mum keep on pestering me off! and hE keep 'scold' me like i really did something wrong! and no one wanna goes out with me!! Evryone are so busy or either ignoring my sms-es...Sheesh!! faggots!!Wat kind of fcuking holeeday i am having now??!! So dull..
Hmm..headed to clementi to pay a visit at grandparents hse just then. Well thot that my mum will be there too. but sadly,she forgot abt it and went home instead..Hahaha..And so,afta 'hang out' there for a while,i went back home thereafter.
Seriously,i didn't know or realise that i had changed terribly. Yesterday,hE said that i am dfferent and said tt i m unwilling to help him..Man.):...but siriosly,i really wanna help him..But how far did i know or not that i had change to that extent??I am so sorry for that..I hope u still let me help u sincerly cause i know u will feel embarrased to do so now..Me and my stupid mouth!!!...DAMMIT...i hope that u readers will understand my attitude..Sometimes,harsh words are let out without the person realise that he'she has hurt alot inside..)=...I am sorry..I am careless abt my attitude and words...I am trying my best to mind abt my words. And i am trying very hard till i didn't realise that it does hurt me deep inside..=\...i don't mind abt me hurt anyway..haha
I don't know why that this few days i am so frustrated with ppl ard me!! It sometime pressurize me alot. Ppl just want me to do things in thier own way instead of mine.And it doesn't make me happy at all..They just don't understand me.The real me infact..I think no one will.Not even my parents.Sheesh..watever..i don't care abt it lah..
anyway,i will be having remedial tmr..F&N coursework deadline is tmr!!!YIKES!but im a bit relief cause i had completed all..but im not sure abt smthg of coz..hehehe.And then,i maybe going out somewhere i guess..heheh.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
