yes i know i should be sleeping by now. but i couldn't..i don't know why.maybe i do know.
well..somethings are just have to be kept inside without letting it to be known here.hmm...shall i just say that i am an attention seeker?? gee.. i don't know if sometimes i am.but u see,nobody is perfect alright. so,i might just say i just need/want some good talks with HiM for a bit longer.but,sad to say,i can't. cause he is tired.hah.as usual.sigh..i know i should understand his situation.maybe i just wanna spend a lil bit more time with HiM talking abt anything.cause,these few days,i hadn't had a chance talking to HiM as he is sick or due to me aslept.but i just couldn't at this time..idk the reasons why,okayy.even me,myself can't find the strong reason.oowwh.. wat the heck..
okay..i know why i am being hyper a lil!!well alot actually..haha..Its because...i drank coffee this afternoon while i went too the library with my neighbour..haha..and while drinking,i had some ideas of smthgs.. some project(s).which is:to decorate a simple shoe to a new one..and maybe frm that,i can sell..heehehe...yeah!!!okeh..maybe this idea of mine does sound stupid to u readers.but i don't care anyways..LOL..
gosh..im planning to get myself a prepaid sim card..so to cut down my hp bill monthly.and who noes,i can actually don't have to worry sick abt bills rising!heheh.. hE did gave me a suggestion on which one to go for..And i've decided to get M1..heehee..hazwan bro didn't send any msg..Like duh!! he doesn't even have my email add!! sheesh!!hmm.oh well...at least his famly members will give updates to us soonish...
its 1.13 am now..and i am brain dead of what else to be let out..and no im not sleepy..ther are some ppl who still wanna entertain freak like me in the morning..hehehthanks nad sis and eeelll!!hehehe.planned with eel to meet tmr.,i mean today, but she is having ankle pain. owh well..i m hoping she still can walk and hoping that she can make it!! puh-lease!!! lol...
sigh...i am quite sad as hE has to undergo an operation at nose area.)= he had his appointment just then afternoon. he told me what the jerk (doctor) said to him.he describe me the pain he will undergo when the operation takes place.god.the more he explain in details,the more my heart beats faster.i can easily feel what the pain he will be gg thru.gawd,i am worried actually.well who doesn't,right? i mean if ur love ones are gg to be in pain and can't help much to ease the pain..i just wish that sometimes i didn't stay far frm him.so that i can meet him anytime..i pray that the operation goes well and will be okay after his operation..im scared that smthg might happen to him..well as a closed friend/bestf,I really am. to me,hE is 'already' like a part in my life(tho hE isn't). to HiM i always share my problems. to HiM i always talk to. and to HiM i always pour to. hE really had change my life. change into a better person than i was before.. sigh.hE had teach me valuable lessons sometymes. like anything;abt being in relationship; family matters;daily stuffs; and all crapy stuffs..one great guy friend i had most. sigh..i respect him as what he is and he respect me back. unlike other guys i used to know.hah..other memors are meant to be kept and left unwritten alright..hahah.alot of things i wanna say abt HiM.but,i think it's better not..heh.
hmm..what else should it be written in here??okayy.dad bang the bedroom door last night because it was locked and mum was asleep. heard loud knocks at outside and i just ignore and went back to bed.hahaa...and mum got a scold frm dad i guess..because of the stupid door being accidentaly locked.sheesh..mum was innocent abt tis and yet..haix.
headed to COURTS at bkt timah just then with parents. they bought water heater for grandparents..met parents there while i get myself clean after a day out with neighbour.rode 184 and bumped onto Naf!!my old sec friend!! missed her loads..we chatted in the bus till my stops...met them and bought the item.they wanna have dinner but i cancel off cause i have no mood to eat..went home and then i m here till now.hehehh..
gee.i wish i can continue 'talking' but sadly,its already lengthy!!okeh!!i end here!!
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
