hey there...feeling so cold right now...raining heavily at my place..Since Monday actually..hahaha...
haix...school was okay thing...but feeling kinda lazy..ugh!!Have to get rid of tt,eQahh!!hahaha...Didnt go for cca cause I thought I'll be gg out with Irah to go Bugis..But due to her mum not allowing her to,we cancelled it...Man!!And so,here I am doing nothing except for blogging...huhu!!...So damn bored lahs...Homeworks are starting to piling up on my shoulders alr!!ARGGHH!!Remedials for holidays are chasing us,which only lead us to no more holidays left...Even the day of my birthday I'm sure there will be remedials...Sorry Irah if i really have to cancel our outings when I have too tight schedules on that day!!Thousands of apologies frm me to u babe!!
Feeling sad as I have lost someone who is related to me and has gone forever...May she rest in peace up there...The day after I visited u,u have gone frm this world. U look so peaceful and glad that u've close ur eyes and won't be blinking back again.I will miss u so much...I am so sad that I can't come to see u for the last time before ur funeral.I am sad that I can feel how ur grandchild,Aisyah, cause I have felt that feelings before.Seeing u gone frm me really had a flashbacks on my mind abt my late atuk(grandather)...For the whole day of that Monday I just wanna be left alone and letting all the tears drool down my cheeks. I wanna be alone and don't want anyone to console or comforting me as I just want everything to be let out that way. Ya Allah...Moga kau mencucuri roh dan ampunkan segala dosa yg telah hambamu lakui semasa di dunia.Tempatkan lah hambaMu di tempat org yg beriman. Amin...Insya-allah...
Anyways,I dunnoe why i have no mood to study at all and the feeling of holidays is in my blood right now..!!!hahaha...LAzy me!!hmm...Will be gg to Batam this Sat-Sun sia!!Yes its a night stay at there...Man!!there comes the boredom!!hehe...anyone wanna go out with me??hmmm.........
okeh i end here oryte..
chiawz!!
