hey there!well...had a lil fun yesterday...Teach my neighbour for her test papers on the internet.haha..Quite okay lar..Feel restless at home and bugging my mum to bring me out..Anywhere as long as its not indoors!!hahah!!Evil!!.And so,we did but went out ard 5 pm with my mum and aunt Busu to go NUH to pay a visit for my grandmother's cousin. She look so old and so sick that I can cry anytime on the spot. And I pray for her getting well soon.. Entertain her grandchild at there and teach her some things on her workbook. She is a bright child I'll say!! On my way to the exit door,I bumped to my old friend of madrasah who is working as nurse. hehe...Then I went out and terserempak with my old bestie's mum. At first I didnt regconise her at all.She look different and then we have a talk and off my mum,aunt and me headed to Irah's hse to settle some matters.
Wohoo!!I maebe gg on vacation on my 1 mth holiday!!I can't wait actually!!hahaha...At her hse we do some gossips,ate our deliver dinner of macdonald's...Wahaha..Don't want actually but Irah force me to...Haiyoh!!Then afta our dinner,I help her out with her F&N coursework...Man she still on TA when my sch are alr on Research!!WTH!! Better buck up,babe!! But sadly,she can't finish it cause mum and aunt decide to go hme.Duh!!Its schooling on the next day!!But I really wish to be with her all the time...Miss her so badly...
On my way back home in the car,I can't seem to close my eyes to take a nap actually.I don't know why..Maybe due to bumpy ride or something is in my mind all the time...): The hE called me...UGH...I should have not ans it larh...hE said all the unimportant stuffs to me...Like "I missed u lar"..And U still have the face to say don't think wrongly?!?!WTH?!!Its as good as U don't even say that shit words!! But don't worry,I will never ever think other way round cause my feelings towards U have long time faded away...I regard U as a friend and NOT more than that...Maybe sometimes I admit that I have to be cruel to U...I know the reasons and it does seem stupid..The reason is I don't want myself to get hurt and thats why I am still strong till now... I maybe weak but I know where and what my weakness is...Only if I know that U called me for no reasons,I should have nt ans.I anwer ur call cause I thought it might be important or somethings that has hurt ur feelings. I have sick of waiting for u and its gone for a long time.So just give up on me and carry on ur life...I feel I am really a burden to U...Pls don't make me feel that way about U...I feel that I am putting more problems on UR shoulder than enlightened up for U...Go...Go and find a better girl friend than me...And just regard me as a stranger that we have never met before.Thats where I know U don't exist in my life...U are nt torturing me.I enjoyed ur accompanies most of the time...I hate the feeling that I have never feel before...So stop it..
Okeh...talking crapola here!!after alot of thinking in the car ride,aunt Busu followed us home to collect durian where my father bought home frm Johor...Now my hse are 'polluted' by the smell...Wahaha...I hate when the smell spread to my room...Its ugh!!hahaha...got some pics to upload....
here it goes..
candid!!wahaha at nenek hse
nothg better to do than fooling ourselves!!
cute isnt she??
ok i end till now alryte...
chiawz!!
Do take care of yourself properly my friend.I guess promise are meant to be broken due to some circumstances,don't u think so??I am sorry if I did hurt u alot during our friendship together.Pls carry on with ur goals and achieve it for u and ur family's sake.And it is also for ur own good.Not others...Remember and just imagine that I did not even exist and enter ur life before.Take care and find urself a better friend that u really want.May u succeed in life all the time.If anything happens or having probs,just look out for me alright...Take care buddy...Miss U so much...
