hey there...my life is going in a rocky way right now.Getting more sick for these few days.Especially on wed & thursday.now im trying to be in a better one.hehe.Irah sleptover at my hse on thursday as my mum,her mum and my fav aunt went to batam.got really sick and can't enjoy the fun time with dad and irah(sorrie u two.coz of me,u guys can't enjoy much)hmm...Yesterday I cried and I really miss my arwah atuk.I'm so sad tt i cant talk to him for the last time.My home has some memories of him too.The way he gave me advices,the way he hugged me,the way he told stories of his childhood,how i wish he is here with me right now.I can really feel his presence right now.How i wish i am the one that gone,not him.to me,he will always be my hero.sigh..I know i can doa for him,U..but sometimes U will neva understand how much i miss him.Even though its been five yrs since he gone,i still remember clearly of wat had happen on that very day.I cnt seem to erase tt away from my mind.How i just wish i dun even exist in this world. Its too much for me actually.But i know,Allah makes me exist for reasons. And one of the reason is to help ppl who i really love. And of them is U,cookie. We may fight during our calls,but i will always be there for U as i had promise U before tt i will always be there for U. I know my help towards U sumtime don't affect U but it does to me. I dun have any intention for U to repay baq my kindness.I help U from the bottom of my heart.I know i gave u hard time sometimes.But its for ur own good actually.Not mine.It seems like u dun appreciate it sometimes.U always expect me to be strongger than U n im trying my very best actually..Sometime i can't tell u my prob coz i know it won't really matter to U.I am trying to be strong even tho i am weak sometimes. But no matter what,i will always be there for U as what i had promise U.Dun worry,i am not the type of girl that will leave a friend in any situation.And i am not the type of person who broke promise actualy.Wateva my fren says abt U i just keep it far away from me.They said tt im crazy or stupid.But i juz dun care abt otha pple's comment.I dun keep it in heart at all.Well its a waste for them to gimme all sorts of stupid advices actually. I'm Missing my arwah datuk to the maximum limit already.I feel i can't take it animore.I feel like my tears will always be dripping down to my cheeks it won't get dry and it won't stop after it starts.I'm sick of crying!!Why must it happen to me!!I am trying to make everyone happy coz ppl will smile and tts how i can at least smile.I am trying hard to always be smiling.But seriously i cant.haix...nvm..I just serah all this to Allah.I know tis is all my dugaan or a test for me frm Allah..
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
