hey there!!
well been rotting at home today. Went to History remedial to catch up with things tt i didn't do yestdy.Hmm...been improving actually.Allhamdulilah..(: ..well I won't be going to nenek hse today.): ..haiz..got jemputan sia.haiyah..that means i have to wear bju kurong..which i hate loads..hahaha...but still,it doesn't mean I am not proud of my culture Okeh!!wahaha...I can't seem to find the problem on why I am being such a boring gal for this few days...haiz...it sucks...sheesh..pathetic sia...i shud haf gone J.East lib with NJ today.
But stupid me,I reject her invitation and said tt I have madrasah wherelse I didn't intend to go...HAH! Sound silly isn't it??Yah thats me if u wanna know...heehee!!now helping my dad with updating his hp N73 software..man I'm sure be jealous of his HP..hahaha..can't wait to show off to HiM tomr..confirm he jealous to the MAX!!!wahaha..evil me!!ya I know..well thats me if U wanna know..LOL..
.And i must say I think I'm back to my normal self again.Good,mean,sensitive,kind-hearted,weak,joker,and serious tyype of gal-nxt-door...Im not trying to be boastfull or anything,I am just stating the real facts abt me,myself & I...hehe..haix..should have go out with her larh..at least I can enjoy some gerl day out and be rebell for once in a week rather than rotting myself up.And at least I can forget abt how he is or something.haish...nvm..this is lesson to be learned for me.Which is:never to reject someone's offer to go out with me.hahaha..seriously,i'm bored to death right now..Will be going to my aunt's jemputan at jurong area...YAY to that...at least I'm free for once!!haha...If i'm rotting at home again flashbacks of the past will be playing on my sickening powerful mind.I dunnoe why my brain will be good at that wherelse i can't really memorise much in my studies...
hmm well only Allah knows that...hehe...man..updating the software is damn sloooww sia....haix...hope it won't really take a long time cause my time are precious...ugh i miss ICE-CREAM!!!Pls anyone...mind accompany me eating ICE-CREAM!!??anyway,i know its pathetic...but seriusly,i'm craving on that...haix...I especially want Swenson & Pizza Hut ice-cream...haha..actually..not fussy larh...just joking abt tt type of location..but I'll be very happy and the most happy gal if i got one actually!!^^..hehe...(drooling abt the ice-cream)...yumm...
haha...okeh...i guess maybe I won't be studying again today...I start it tmr...will pull up my socks to study.(not really pulling lah though!!)hahaah...trying to ignore my phone rings...i just wanna be along and reflect back on what i had done wrong and think back on how i can improve myself...well not pondering actually...it's just a reflection to move ahead.yeah...well i'm trying to cheer up actually.So that pple ard me knows that I am happy and a cheerful girl that they knew before..I don't want them to worry abt me..na-ah..that is sooo not me..cause I am not attention seeker (DUH!!) like someone used to say...hmm..i guess i better stop here for now...haha before I start to talk crap again!!
chiawz!!
