Hey there...won't be blogging much as CT1 is drawing nearer.(Which is TMR!!lol)...And i need time of my own and not to think about all stupid fucking stuff that will distrupt my studies.Infact,i won't let that happen at all!!no matter wat actually...hahaha...so to me,now boys aren't exist or I might called them as an invisible or unseen creature that has hurt many girls like me...wahaha!!
Talk abt invisible,today something weird happened in sch actually! One of my classmate,Atikah(aka ehmolly),didn't realised I came to sch!! When i entered the toilet and she's in there too,-it was last period of the day in fact-,she suddenly say"eh!kak syafiqah pegi skolah?!!"...then i was like...a lil bit blur wherelse mostof her friends already knew i came to sch for that day!And so i said"of course i came.its since morning what..."and she was like so shocked to believe it at all.wahaha!!funny lar seh!!and so,thats what the meaning of invisible-even though i'm exist-...wahaha!!it makes my day!...she thought that I am still absent for that day...riiigghht...weird actually.because she is quite near with me during lining up for morning assembly...hmm..maybe i have the power!!wahaha.like the one in "Heroes"...wahaha!niways...came home early.
On my way home,irah called me...and so i can't resist anymore of not telling her the facts abt yestdy.And so,i let everything out and out of sudden,tears are falling again don't know for umpteenth times for that day.Majority wins actually.Many don't want me to contact with hiM again.
"kak,remember,u have N-levels again to do.Don't think abt all this stuffs for now.."
Hey...its like what i have told her before abt her relationship once!!hmm...I can't believe i can't give myself an advice like that when i need it most.Don't worry i won't do stupid things like i've did to myself before.After reaching the bus stand,i end the conversation as many are staring at me like a girl-just-broke-up-with-the-guy-type of talks.And so,i decided to buy an ice-creams and chocolate(which i'm not really into that stuff) and i eat it by myself..hee...but i dun't really enjoy that much on ice-cream.so it NOT counted as my craving is completed at all.LOL...
And so,now i'm onto my F&N coursework for now...just to pass the sloooww time and to foget abt all my sorrows...hah!!
Damn!!just ruined my srtict diets that i've been doing on.!!!shitto!!hmm...oh well..get back to F&N for now!!
chiawz!!i'll update later rytes....
